I confuse myself often. I also contradict my own feelings. I change my mind sooooooo often that I'm not really sure what my own opinion is at times. When I have 'strong' feelings about something I usually can't put it into words or at time even feel like trying. And when I do feel like trying I usually just open my mouth and let it run. Usually it makes sense to me but you ask me to explain... Good luck getting a clear answer! I'm not sure I breathe enough and I feel I need to practice listening more! I really REALLY love hearing other people's stories! But sometimes they say something that gets my mind rolling and I talk outta line. Again... Probably should practice inhale...exhale...inhale...exhale...
*sigh* I'm not perfect this I know... infact I have excepted the fact that its impossible to be perfect but I never see that as an excuse to not try and be!
Recently... I do blame the baby hormones... I get angry easily. Usually I control it well by closing my eyes stepping back and put myself on the other side of the argument... These days uh uh! my new common slip up is telling someone to shut up or knock it off just cuz its bugging me... Then I feel bad because I didn't give them a chance or was a part of making their day bad... :( I use to vent ALL the time... Now I dont usually have someone for a sounding board... It just comes out in bits and pieces but never relieves me cuz I can't say it all!! Ya know...i dont like to sound like a whiner and I know complaining doesnt fix anything but it helps to work through it!! Boo I'm complaining again :/ haha my hands are going numb... Probably should get off. Lol my next post will be better.
My dog won't stop farting and its disgusting.
Just wait till you have your NEXT baby, when that is, you may not be able to control your anger as much! LOL
ReplyDeleteI'm surprised a have been able to contain what I have so far haha some people can beso arrogant selfish and controlling!!
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