No Ranting this time... only happy thoughts ;)

This is lil meme at 30wks! Looks small but he is getting big! I can't cross my legs very well anymore lol and when I bend over a little it's funny to feel his bump touching my legs! or if I cuddle my knees up to my tummy when sleeping I can feel him poking around on me legs haha. It's so precious! I also love when he starts moving and people get excited and touch him while he is rolling around! He is so social! :D He is starting to be awake more often too. I can definitely tell when he is sleeping and not sleeping now. He still loves his food. Mostly candy and sweets ;) haha when he gets some he plays around LOTS! He also loves water. He makes me drink TONS! OH! And he has been trying to escape the past couple of days!!! He STRETCHES out as far as he can and it feels like he is gonna wrip right outta there! OUCHY! It hurts sooo bad hahaha. And he also tries to move my ribcage out of the way. I'm nervous by the way he is growing he might actually be able to before he comes out! Oh gee... I have another doctor appointment tomorrow. I reweighed myself today and the scale said I gained 4.5lbs in 2wks so HOPEFULLY!!! that's what the doctor's scale reads in the morning because he has LOTS of growing to do before he comes out. (This was confirmed! ;) I gained 5lbs in two weeks! I hope it was all baby weight and not my butt cuz my butt definitely got a lil bigger :/ haha)


PEDI TIME WITH MOMMY AND ALYSSA!!!
Thursday September 8th



This is my mommy me and Alyssa soaking our feet in some hot water! MMMMM it felt REALLY good!

This is the pic I can't post on facebook ;) lol but they said I could blog it! We are happy with our newly soft feet and about to paint them up!


BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!! (cute colors huh?!)

*sigh* ooo la la!!!! I think we all have the same feet hahaha


BEAUTIFUL NEW COLORS!!!! YAY!!! And of course the froggie shoes had to join us! Haha

WEEKEND WITH MY MOST FAVORITE MAN JOSH!!! (well favorite besides my daddy of course ;) haha) a brief recap...
Friday-Sunday 9-11

I got there friday night! It was wonderful finally getting to see him and cuddle him and hold his hand! :D Long distance can be hard cuz I can't have him every second I want him but for the little time I do get him makes up for the times I don't! He seriously is ABSOLUTELY amazing! On Saturday we went out to breakfast together... yummy... then he took me to the fair. Which was SOOO exciting one because I was really bummed I missed Idaho's Western Idaho fair :/ and two because I still got to see all the animals and mostly because I got to be there with him! Saturday night we got to go out to dinner with one of my favorite friends! Amber Chamberlain! and her hubby Garrett and their precious new cargo Bethany! :D We spent a couple hours catching up eating and telling funny stories haha. LOVE AND MISS THEM TONS ALREADY!! On Sunday we got up early and went and watched a lot of football with some friends. :D We ate delicious food and napped a little then more football! Then went back to his place watched more football and cuddled til we fell asleep. It was an extremely relaxing and rejuvenating weekend. I adore that boy more than he knows ;)!

It's crazy already a week went by! I'm almost 32wks! That's 8 months! That is wierd to me. I still have a ton of things to do before he makes his entrance. Luckily some of my energy is starting to come back. Today it's not but that's probably cuz it's saturday lol. I have one of my baby showers tomorrow and I'm sooo excited for it! A HUGE THANK YOU!!! To Jennifer and Krystal for braving out the planning for it! You two are seriously amazing! I love you both so much! I'm suppose to be being productive right now but I figured I'd finish this off really quick and THEN do something haha. hmmm.... Sorry it took so long to post. Miss and love you all!!!
Have a great Saturday!!!
Love Longer Than Forever,
Kristen and lil meme ;)

Small Victories...

1. I survived wearing maternity jeans.

2. I managed to sleep 6hrs in one night.

3. I cried A LOT but managed to work through my emotions alone without making myself or someone else crazy ;) well for the most part haha

4. My hair is long enough to braid.

5. I started a journal.

6. I learned how to control my heartburn! Well as much as possible haha

7. Got a nice prego belly comment without crying and hugging the stranger!

8. Made a list of things to look for in preterm labor so I dont call the drs every other hour.

9. Found classes to prepare for little mans!

10. Made this list!!!

It's REALLY easy to feel down these days... Life is changing as I know it... The path I choose is no longer about me. The decisions I make don't only affect me. The good bad and evil in my life is also my sons. The people I choose to keep in my life or to let out of my life effects not only me but him. I'm willing to make sacrifices for him no matter how much they hurt or dont! I dont know whats a right way nor a wrong. I DO know we are lucky though. We have an amazing family that will always be a positive impact. We live in a safe clean community with family and friends that will also be a positive influence. I have Josh who has helped keep me level headed and outta the clouds. So meme and I aren't alone by any means but sometimes its easy to feel that way. Sometimes... Like tonight... there are four other people in my house but no one to talk to. No pitty party please ;) lol thats why i'm glad I have this blog and now my journal! Once its out and pondered its way easier for me to overcome. I have more important things to really worry about ha. But the point in this was to help me remember... The small victories are where I should put more of my focus! :) ya its hard... It never will be easy but it won't get easier thinking about how hard it is!! Anyways... I needed to get that out. Good night all! Love you! Go BSU!!

Love always,

Kristen and my lil meme